I've tried my hardest to NOT think about it. I turn my brain off whenever my heart gets too close to imagining what his life is like. Each day I have to push down the thoughts and entrust them to the Father who knows the plight of the orphan... my little orphan.
We are so totally dependent upon God's hand in all of this. It is HARD! I would be lying if I said it wasn't. My faith is being stretched in a way that hurts. Last night we sat and counted how many weeks we may have to wait before we go to see him. It may not be until July and that makes me shudder. He has been in a mental institute since sometime around September or October. That is TOO LONG! My heart is grieved within me!
Please pray with and for us. Pray for Aaron.